Welcome To Brenda's World

</3 Fuck life right now. I feel like my depression is back. After all this bull-shit happened with Javier, I feel like dead.. Trust me it’s not because I feel like I still am in love with him…Because I am NOT. I hate him with all my life but I must forgive…even though he took my innocence.. 

I feel like I want to start throwing up again

I want to stop eating

I want to cut

I want to hide from the world

I want to be loved…

So ok..that’s really it… I NEED TO DO MY HOMEWORK NOW BLAH